New Blog New Beginning…

Hey people..Updating this blog of mine again..Haa..Fast eh?? Recently got quite keep update my this blog..Think because I start to give up my work le..That’s why bah..1 thing lesser need to do or worry about..This friday is my last day of work at deli, 8am-4pm..The worst timing that I dun wish to start work with as no matter bus or train, sure packed with people..But since it’s last day, just enjoy this moment bah..Didnt imagine this job almost take me close to 4 years man..

Anyway, on e monday that just pass, which is my last 2nd day of work, I’m very happy that I manage to work with my old staff, neo ying, jasmine, wen shi somemore together in 1 shift..Despite it’s busy until everyone is tired out, but we have a lot of fun that day.. It will be kept deep in my memories de for that day of work..Yesterday went out with crystal, Cindy, Lirong..We went to Sentosa again..Haa..N as usual, take pictures..Despite waiting here n there but end up I believe I have a lot of fun..

My housing issue, until now shud be consider so call finally got an agreement le..But the only things now is hope that we can get an affordable house real soon so that then I really can no need to worry about and lesser 1 of my burden when I go army in 2 weeks time..

Going in NS, tekong is waiting for me in another 2 weeks time..14 days..Haix..Reali time flied just as fast as like rocket..Just really hope I have enough mental n physical preparation before I go in 2 weeks time..

LAst but not least, out of nowwhere, I recieve a sentence of confession which I really touched as I’m glad that my effort pay off and the most touching is I didnt expect the confession is confess by using a song title:”NOTHING’S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU”..Haix..Thought the happiness just started from here but who noes at the same time it going to end soon..As soon as nxt year january especially when the remaining this few months, I couldnt spent much time with her due to NS..Reali wasted sia..Haix..Just heartache man..Hope there will be a turning soon..Pray for me bah..

So got to go le people, hope that everything will be smooth for everyone..Take care..

4th September 09: Celebration of 20th Birthday with My angels (include fiddy)

Hey people..Didnt expect so fast to have this 2nd entry of mine in this sometimes it’s being rotten until cannot rot de blog bah..Haa..Erm..Actually update today is wan to complain things still didnt went smooth for me till now..REali just hope all this can change to good things soon..Yesterday went to work at 6pm, end up realise that my apron is lost..Luckily still got iskandar’s apron where I can wear for the whole night, or else yesterday night work will be without apron for me..Duno which barger lo..Take n use already didnt put back but instead bring it home or change their spoil one with my new one..Toopid sia..Damn angry la..Luckily I got one more spare apron at home, or else remaining 3 days of work and when return uniform, dun have apron to return jiu die liao..

AFter work, went to buy supper and end up drop my laptop from like my chest level to the ground..Luckily didnt spoil regardless of external n internal..Reali damn sway la..

Then today morning woke up for church, wen reach church start to have stomach upset n until the whole afternoon after I eat my lunch lo..Reali wad the hell sia..Just hope everything can come to a stop and turn to good after this moment onwards..Haish..That’s it for today le..Later going to work at 7pm, hope it will be not busy like yesterday..Haa..Arite bye people n take care..

Btw, forgot to wish all my malay friends here A SELEMAT HARI RAYA!! Go n have fun after a month of fasting..Haa..

Hey people..guess wad?? Finally I turn 20 years old le..In the age of 20 years old, there are a few changes for me..First, I going in NS soon which is 2 weeks plus from now..N I havent fully concentrate on my training yet..Shit..Next, I can drive car without my traingular plate lo..Yeah yeah..Haa..Third, my story at Jp deli is coming to an end soon..It’s a memory that I won’t forget..Fourth, the person that I most concern with may leave me in this year and she may leave as soon as in months time despite she say there might still be chances for her to stay..LAst but not least, think I’m going to move house soon..Haa..Some people can say I have been keep saying that I going to sell my current flat and currently it is, it is SOLD!! So looks like in months time, I will be shifting to my new house which until now not found yet..Hope it can be teck whye and if not will be jurong area or boon lay or even toh guan..

After turning 20 years old, the next few days is not that smooth for me especially my mood is really affected..1st day misunderstanding with my most concern person, 2nd n 3rd day with my parents, 4th day with e person I once fall for, 5th day out of nowhere got e deli marketing brief plus meeting, end up took yusri’s bike, 1st time taking bike, e experience was fun but at the same time scary..lol..and at the same time after the meeting was caught in e rain n today the 6th day, fall sick..Having running nose n flu..Haix..REally things has not been smooth for me so far, hope that positive things can come soon as I’m really tired out, everyday woke up with that tired face..Haish..That’s it for now people, going to work later at 7pm, it’s like so short period of working hours, ask me go back is a waste of time man..somemore not just 1 day but 2 days, today n tomorrow..Haix..Reali lazy man..

Oh ya, just remember would wish all my malay friends a selemat hari raya..Duno this year still will go jalan raya with my angels or not haa..Let fate decide how bah..Take care everyone..

Hey people..Sorry so long didnt update this blog of mine..Was busy working n catching up with friends that’s why..How have u people been then?? I’m referring to those people who drop by my blog despite I didnt update..Haa..Hope u all are alright..Recently there is too much n too much things happen especially at work and even my personal life..These changes makes me feel n look back that e environment that I live in and work in is so different compared to past few weeks..It’s like months have passed man..

Honestly too long didnt update, don’t know what to write either..But what I can say about me is a few more hours later and I’m going officially turned 20 lo..Haa..My first digit “2″ is coming le..And plus plus..A few more weeks, roughly around 3 more n I am going to be a man lo..Going in Tekong for my BMT..7th Oct 09..That day I believe will be a mark of my life bah..Not just a mark, things may even change after that day..Especially to me n her..Haish..Think of it just make me feel sad man..So let’s not going to talk about it..Talk about NS, shit la..My training suppose to start a few months back until now not very smooth yet, cannot le la..Start from next week, must start to get officially and concentrate now to training lo..Hee..Anyway, got to go le people..Will update again soon arite?? Just stay tuned bah..

Some photos below before signed off: 30th July 09 (A night at CCK disco)

Hello ppl..Hving a bit of flu today somehow..Think because due to recently have been late night bathing and didnt let the hair to dry then go sleep le..That’s why..Hope tomorrow wake up will be better..Today’s topic is about undecisive..In life, there are always at times where we will be undecisive about what to do or what to choose..Take today as an example..Today is my off day but somehow until now I am still thinking who should I go out with?? Cindy or Jonathan?? That’s what we call undecisive..

Some people say when we are undecisive, always let your heart decide for us..But I believe it’s only half true..This is because correct, if let our heart decide for us, we will feel happy as we follow what our heart tells us, but at times what our heart tells us only allow us to have short term of happiness..Sometimes we also have to use our brain to think what our heart say is true or not..If it’s true, then ya, we have more confidence that after doing what our heart say, we wont get hurt..But when the brain say maybe or maynot, then we have to think twice or else the chances of us getting hurt will be quite high..That’s why for my case, nowadays I always feel first, then use my brain to think before i decide certain things..In this case, I wont be that easy to get hurt..

Anyway, so that’s the end of today’s entry..I will update again..So stay tuned n below are some pictures that taken recently to sum up this entry..

24th July 09: A day out with Leng n Crystal to celebrate Leng’s birthday..

Hoho folks..Here I am updating..Surprisingly leh..Hee..No la..now tends to have at least an update during my off day..To keep this blog not so boring..Haa..Anyway, so today’s topic is call helpless..In life, we are just helpless at times..Things can just come n go as fast as we didnt even notice n these are some of the things we cant control and it makes us feel so helpless at times..

Especially recently there are a few of my friends broke up n even my love life also struggling..Being missed n really regret..WAnt to console about my friends asking them don’t feel sad etc but when they say, don’t talk about them..talk about me..Then I have nothing to sae already..As I myself also cant get over it how to ask people to get over it?? So this is something that what we call helpless..Want to help my friends but also don’t know how to help?? Haish..

And really this few nights have been struggling as really bother by my own relationship problems..Haish..Just hope I can get over it soon..Below are some of the photos that I took recently..So sit back n enjoy..

Hey folks..sorry long time didnt update le worx..confirm must be wait my entry until can’t stand it le rite?? Reali sorry as was busy with life man..work n going out..Hee..that’s why until now today, on 3 days mc which 2dae is e 2nd day tt’s why can update..Today’s topic is simple..So wad I mean by simple??

In life, simple is always the best..Why I mean tis way?? This is because in this world, nothing is ever enough..Regardless is money or what..But really, understand and practice the word simple in life is the most beautiful thing..It’s something that I believe in..

Take the word simple into a relationship terms, in a relationship, the more complicated it is, the more unhappiness it will get..Only the simpler the relationship it is, it will then be more happy..There is a saying in chinese..Zhi zhu chang le..If everyone can practice this, wonder how beautiful the world will be already..

Anyway, dont know what to update already..So let the pictures below to do the saying of finishing up this entry bah..

26th June 09: Sending Cindy back to her hometown with crystal..

Another entry of today..Funny..Just feel like writting..Think maybe because of mood swing bah..So topic for this entry will be specialty..What I mean by specialty..In this world, everyone has their own specialty..It depends on whether how you use your specialty and if you use it wisely and in a good way, it will bring you good..But if you use it in the wrong way, it couldn’t do you any good and may harm you in the end..

And because of this specialty that each person has, doesn’t mean that the person is not excel in that particular field, he or she cannot make it..I just learn something in this world call there is nothing in this world call cannot do it, is only whether you want to put in effort and make it possible..Even if by the end of the day, it’s not possible and nothing turns out to be good..you still won’t regret as you put your effort in le..That’s my perception of my life now bah..

Got to eat my lunch le..Bye and take care folks..

Hey people, you all will be asking me..wad am i doing at the middle of the night, not sleeping but updating this blog of mine..Because I wan not only keep this in my mind forever by writing inside my blog, but at the same time, wan other people to know this too..Today’s topic is about balanced..Very funny yea?? Interesting topic..Balance..Wad I mean by that..Sometimes, people might due to favouritsm and end up becoming unbalance..Took me for example, I didnt really know that there is something call boundaries..Something call limitations..Something call toopid..And something call worth it..What I meant by all this..All this are explain n solve all thanks to my mei, pei zhen whom I coincidentally only met her on bus for half an hour on my way home from town..Reali an angel sent to me today..And my “2nd sister” whom I spent tonight evening with..

Due to favouritsm, because you like something, you enjoy something, that’s why throw everything on our hand to aside n just concentrate on the thing that you like..But somehow, you wont realise how beautiful is the thing is when you just throw away until you lose it or about to lose it..Boundaries..In life, everything have a boundary and sometimes it might be due to we didn’t set something with the correct boundaries and end up unbalanced, getting hurt..

As for limitations, everthing got a certain limit..For example, our health, our monthly income or even the amount of work we can work..All this have limitations..Nothing much in this world is really call countless or no limit..And it might be due to we don’t know where our limit is and when we tends to hit over the limit, trying to train or practice ourselves, end up getting hurt due to unbalanced..

And when people do things especially nowadays, they do things and don’t even see whether is it worth it or not and just do..Perhaps like what somebody told me, I am too good..Or like my mei, pei zhen sae I am sick in the brain..Brain dead..But to me, sometimes $$ really isn’t that important to me compare to friendship n relationship between family members or BGR..So when we do something, must make sure we must see whether worth doing it or not..IS this worth..IF no, dun do it..What for?? What will you get in the end?? IF yes, can consider..But this doesnt teach you to be practical but this is the only way to survive in the society now..That’s people, that’s life and that’s something will make our life balanced with an appropriate amount of worthyness to do things..

So that’s basically it about today..Just watch transformer 2..2.5 hour..Wah..despite it’s long but you don’t feel the longness as it’s action-packed all e while..Rating 4.5 out of 5..So must go watch!! Going sleep lo..Do stay tuned for further updates.. Take care folks..

Topic of the day: Why does our fingers got long and short?? Why not all the fingers are equal in size?? This can be easily explain by because in this world, there is nothing or no such word call perfect..In a particular thing or even a human being, me, you or anyone, all of us despite our strength, we also got our weakness that’s why this apply the same thing as why the fingers are long n short..

How does this topic apply to what I am trying to sae? Simply saying is that recently at my workplace or perhaps I should sae regardless at which workplace, no matter at delifrance, new york new york, coffee bean or even non f&b line, there will be staff working very hard and won’t ask for much return but at the same time, there are staff that is slack until they don’t even bother to do work and they will get as much pay as the rest and highly recommended from the boss..Think this way, if in this world, all the people are hardworking, then there won’t be any work left for people to do, or vice versa, if in this world, all the people are very slack, then like that this world can use one sentence to finish that is die liao..So always remember this, how we want to be is our choice, it couldnt be control by anyone other than ourselves..Therefore, it’s up to our choice to be a smart person or someone that is not..

Below are some of the pictures that I took with my colleagues yesterday while we were busy playing but at the same time didn’t miss out our attention to the customers..

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